Mr Miller joined our family!

March 28, 2014 we welcomed sweet Miller James Marshall to our family. What a sweet bundle of joy he is.. Even though Elsie was a much better newborn, he is a much better newborn compared to her 2 years of age! That kid... They always said 2 was hard, and it has been. Luckily, we have some good days in the mix, so we are hanging in there!

Life as of now is awesome. I feel better now then I ever did pregnant... Not physically by any means, but emotionally and mentally, and more driven?! Maybe focused is a better word?! I don't know.. But I wake up each day wanting to be a better person, better mom, better wife, better friend... Maybe my hormones are still out of whack, but I'm loving the feelings I'm having and I'm hoping I can keep this good energy going. 

9 months ago- I was miserable emotionally. Pregnancy was hard with Miller. I felt fine, no sickness, or any weird things happening, but being around me was just miserable... Even I recognized it, and when you know our crazy, it's that bad!!! 

Fast forward to labor. MUCH better the second round. I was really thinking a c section was in my future, which wasn't a bad thing, but I'm glad I was able to do another vaginal delivery without any problems. We dropped Elsie off at my parents house Thurs afternoon and headed in to be induced. I was scheduled to go to Summerlin Hospital at 3:00 pm... As we were driving in, they called and said they had no rooms, and we would have to wait.. They also told us they had 2 women in front of me that were supposed to be induced at midnight the night before and still waiting, so Sunmerlin was out. I called Dr Swainstons office and they scheduled me to go to Southern Hills at 3:00 instead. I'm happy we went there. They did all my paperwork, hooked me to an IV, and the pitocin started at 6 pm... We waited.. They checked me, still was at a 2. They upped my pitocin, still was at a 2.. Finally the contractions started to really hurt, so I called in for an epidural. Dr Bischoff came in to give it to me.. I thought it would be the best thing ever, however once he put it in, I wasn't really numb.. So we waited, and about 2 hrs later they checked me and I could feel everything.. I was at a 5.. They called Dr B to come check my epidural, and he gave me another dose but it never went anywhere to numb any pain. They checked me 15 mins later, and I was to an 8. I was getting nervous then. The nurse told them I needed to have him re do my epidural, and so we did. The shakes had come at this point and holding still during a contraction was HARD! But we did it and it felt much better that round. 2 hrs passed, and I was to a 10, and of course, the epidural started to where off again! I felt the urge to push, and that horrible burning sensation.. I was in tears being so nervous of pushing without having much relief from the epidural, so Dr Swainston was kind to me and gave quite a few novicane shots right before I pushed! We began pushing, and after 5 good pushes, I bent down and grabbed our sweet Miller! 

What a great feeling that is... Meeting your new baby for the first time. My heart was so full welcoming another miracle into our family. They took him away to get all his measurements, weight, etc. 

6:34 AM

8 lbs 12 ounces

21 " height

I remember him not crying.. Made me panic but they assured me that everything was fine and he was healthy and great. I remember being TIRED!!! My sweet friends Lara and Jamie came in to keep J and I entertained.. Mostly me while J slept, and after not much rest, I was exhausted! Undortunately, they have taken away nursery's in hospitals, at least in Las Vegas, so Miller was there to stay and we tried to make it work. We didn't get to leave until Saturday and J and I were both soo exhausted. Every time we would get him asleep, the nurse would come in and take his vitals and wake him up, then my vitals were next, and the cycle kept going! Needless to say, we were glad to get home!

Home life with 2 kids was hard week 1... I was crazy emotional, just a big ol' boob! Cried over everything.. But this second week has been much better.

I feel so blessed. I feel so lucky in a way.. Literally 7 years ago, if you told me I would have 2 beautiful, healthy, sweet kids, I wouldn't have believed you. It seemed so far from my reality as we tried everything to have a baby. I wanted a girl so badly, and I wanted a boy! I feel like they have both been worth the wait, the hardship in getting them, and the long hard nights of no rest is much better then the long hard nights with tears wondering if you'll ever have a family! I love them all, and grateful for these sweet spirits we have been blessed with!!! 

Christmas 2013

Christmas was busy this year... I felt it came so fast, and we felt anything but prepared. Luckily none of that pitty stuff really matters and it ended up being a perfect Holiday. 

We had a Christmas Party with my family on the Thursday before Christmas. It was a lot of fun, especially for the little ones. My mom made an awesome dinner... We wrote gifts to the savior, and sang lots of songs. When it came time for Santa to come, the kids pulled out the rhythm band and played all the tunes they could. He dropped off some fun gifts! And the kids loved seeing him. 

Fast Foward to Christmas Eve. Another party... The Leavitt Party is always on Christmas Eve and it is a tradition we love. First of all, Aunt Launa is an AMAZING cook, we had a great dinner, and then Santa came to give more presents. Every year, he brings us all matching pajamas and little goodies! It was a great night and E had fun with all the cousins. We then came home, put her to bed and hurried the last of wrapping and projects. Of course we had the movie "Christmas Vacation" playing... Such a classic and after all these years, it still makes me laugh! 

It was time for Christmas morning and THAT was a blast! Elsie is such a fun age and had an awesome Christmas! I don't know why we spoiled her so much... We could have used this year to shower ourselves with gifts I suppose but buying for her was much more fun. She definitely made out!! From a trampoline, to Minnie Mouse toys, barns, books, a bee backpack, clothes, shoes.... she loved it all!! J didn't do so bad himself. He got lots of clothes, a go pro, riding gear, and ..... A new bike! He has been wanting a bike for a couple years and I finally caved. Merry Christmas to him! Mama made out good too... Not as well as J, but I didn't have much I wanted this year. My list really struggled if I'm being quite honest. I told Jeff I wanted measuring cups, a whisk, a garlic presser and a pizza stone. Talk about not needing much right?! Being pregnant during Christmas made me boring and too lazy to want much!! Santa did surprise me with a new TV, lots of jewelry, new tires for my denali, a beautiful wire basket chandelier I wanted, and a vacuum which was more then I needed. And seeing the smiles on my families face is really what made my Christmas complete. 

I love Christmas and the spirit that comes with this holiday. I love giving. It really is so much more fun then receiving... I'm learning that as I get older!  I'm truly grateful for my Savior and the beautiful year we've had as a family. I am truly blessed! 

Marshall Family 2013.. 

Elsie 2 years old... Mom; 25 weeks pregnant! As beautiful as it gets people!! 

Fun game with my family

Playing the rhythm band waiting for Santa

Mom played, Elsie sang!

Me and my love on Christmas Eve! 

E excited for Santa to come!

My world!! Minus Diesel ;)

Leavitt Christmas Party! 

There's that belly!!

Christmas morning! 

The new 2014 Suzuki 450 bike!!

My TV and gorgeous chandelier!! 

The jumping that never ends

Loooooong Day!! 

Hope everyone had as beautiful of a Christmas as we did!!! Merry Christmas to all!!

One word to a million!

Elsie's speech has been a big concern for me for some time. When she was just a baby, she didn't roll over right away, but learned to sit up instead. At 6 months she wasn't crawling, but started walking at 9 1/2 months. I always told myself they all do different things, at different times, and that is okay. I was always assured she was "fine" because she ended up doing something else to prove she was on the right track. 

Then 18 months came.. Nothing new had really happened. Still walking, and not a lot of talking. She didn't know too many words, and the words she did know were anything but English. She babbled and babbled all day long, but never would even try to repeat words or show any interest. I started to get concerned. 

Then she turned 2.. She knew a few more words and a few more became more clear, but still not where she needed to be. I was starting to get really nervous at this point, and even switched doctors to seek some help about the issue. He didn't make me feel much better really, said to give it a little more time and he referred me to a speech therapist to have her then evaluated. I kept telling myself, she'll get there. She understood everything I told her to do, which brought some comfort, but I still doubted her efforts and my efforts as a mother. 

I'm so HAPPY and so relieved now to say we have made it so far. Since she has turned 2, her words have gone to 2 clear words to what seems like a million. She has learned so many letters of the alphabet, her colors are almost there, and a few shapes! Her words have become so much more clear and she is constantly asking little questions. It's been lots of fun hearing all she has to say, makes some of those long hard days worth it when she comes in and says "wuv you mama!" I've waited 2 years to hear that, and it melts my heart every time!

I'm grateful for the little spirit that she is. She is a perfect fit for our family and I hope we can be that for her as parents. She's our everything!! 

My two favorites...

I always tell myself these two are my very favorites in the world, but mostly so I don't beat them both daily from all their craziness!!! 

However, lately, it's been the truth! Not sure what's making them BOTH be sweet as pie.. Maybe they think Santa is watching?! Want a little extra love this Christmas?! Not sure... I'm still trying to figure out the motive, but I love these two more then anything and thank them for being the best part of my life!! 

Thanksgiving 2013

Thanksgiving is my favorite Holiday. I think I say that on every blog post I make but it really is the best day/weekend ever. First of all, it's the only time of year my whole family is together. Christmas is too hard with so much going on and hauling presents everywhere that we never make that happen. Makes me sad we don't do more as a family, or that Nate and Lezlee have to live so far away! And whenever food is involved, it always makes for a great time :)

Every year really we eat with my family, then cruise over to Launas to visit with J's family. We are lucky to have both in the valley so we never miss Holidays with either one. 

Shellie was over Crafts this year and Elsie loved all of it; painting, gluing sparkles on trees, and making her ornament! She loved having all her cousins around too. I've decided having more babies isn't the way to go but adopting a 15 and 12 yr old. We've got it all wrong folks ;)... But Maddie and Abbie, even Becca, made the weekend so enjoyable and played with Elsie nonstop. Thankful for all they did!

I never do the whole daily posts on FB of what I'm thankful for.. Things like that just aren't for me. I don't have to post in order to be thankful and I don't really care if the FB world knows what I'm thankful for or not really. But on my personal blog, I will share some of my favorite and most precious things in my life that I am thankful for....

First being J! He is every bit of awesome. He is the best decision I ever made, and it's shown daily why I love him so much. He's the best Father to our little Els.. These two know how to have fun and she adores all his fun adventures and endless energy! 

The Gospel is everything to me. It keeps me grounded. It reminds me to keep things in perspective.. Someone once told me this life is 2 1/2 hours in a real perspective of life after this mortal experience. That has helped me a lot to not let gossip, financial burdens, trials, affect my attitude. I have my days but when I lay my head down at night, I remind myself The Lord is asking me to do my part, be a good servant for such a short period of time... I can do this!! At least I pray for help that I can!

My sweet babies! Never in a million years did I think I would have a baby, and now I have my sweet Elsie AND a little man on the way. My heart is complete with these two spirits... As of now ;) 

And of course my few material things that I love... My little jetta! She's an awesome car! We bought her brand new, paid her off and she has been nothing but kind to us with awesome gas mileage! My little home. I've realized I WANT nice things, but I can live without much! I'm glad I can do that. When I walk into our home late at night after a long day in Vegas or something, and the Christmas lights are on giving it a nice touch of light, I have a moment where I think; We have some good memories in this 2x2!! It's made me appreciate no matter what roof is over my head, I can find happiness in it. 

I am a blessed little lady... I don't have it all that's for sure, but I have what's important to me, and I keep it all close to my heart!

Happy Thanksgiving to all!! 

Elsie staying up way to late every night!

Making Ornaments!

We had a great Holiday and I hope you all did as well!!! Xoxox

Jody's Birthday

My handsome man turned 32 this year... 32!!!! That seems so old to me at the moment but I'm not to far off myself. Ever since J turned 30, he's had back problems, sleep problems, the list goes on and on, so I'm a little nervous to get out of my twenties.. Not gonna lie!! But 32 was a good birthday even if those problems are still lingering around :)

We celebrated with friends the weekend before and went to Supercross!! We always have fun with Matt and Jamie. They are some of the sweetest people I know and always willing to help us in any kind of need. Just last week Elsie lost our razor key while her and J were out in the hills, and Matt went to rescue them in his clean truck he had just spent 6 hours cleaning!! No complaints, just happy to help.. THAT's a good friend!! :) 

The next week on his actual birthday, we went to dinner at Samuri 21 (one of my favorite spots.. J too) and had a hibachi dinner! It was nice spending time with just the two of us. I sometimes miss the days we had together to go out and do whatever we want and just be kids together, but it makes these times we get to now so special. I appreciate all j does for our family. He's a great husband and an even better Father. He works hard to provide a good lifestyle for our family, and he is a good man who makes our lives so fun!! Happy Birthday Babe!! Me and the bug think your the best and we're lucky to have you in our lives!! 

Halloween

Halloween was awesome this year. Elsie dressed up as Elmo (surprise) and she loved wearing her costume. Me and Jody were lame parents and didn't dress up, and I decided next year we are going to. Makes it more fun! 

We went to the local carnival the week before and Elsie had fun there. It was pretty weak, but kids love anything and it was fun seeing her have a good time! 

We then went trick or treating at the trunk or treat at the Fair Grounds! That was fun... Cold but fun! She couldn't say "Trick or Treat" so she kept saying "More!" They usually caved to her sweetness. After we headed to Aunt Launas for another round of pumpkin dinner and to end the night with family. We had a blast and Halloween has become a new favorite Holiday now that I have a little person to share it with!!! 

We also had our traditional family pumpkin dinner and Grandma and Grandpa Bowlers! It was a great meal as usual and always fun to be with all my family! 

Three Halloweens down, many more to go!